Ok man I don't know how long ago those text posts were about fucking it up, pushing people away and the death threats but it's all going to be ok,ok? I fucking love you to pieces man and I don't want to loose you, please don't do something stupid, just hang in there because youll get through everything and then when you get older you can live your life with no bitching at all. You can just have fun at doing what you love to do! you're perfect and lovely, don't let anyone tell you ANY different!